When does the year begin?
Can one truly discard old hands
on whim? I shudder to think
I can. But does it blossom
shyly, then—imperceptibly
until the bend has taken man?
Do we notice only after
sweet things pass and give
their way to bitter ones
what parts have died?
Is it only then that one
can recollect? I feel imbued
with false resolve sometimes to think
that recollection makes me wise.
I think I waste my time with these
untimely thoughts. Yet fast I brood.
What matters can be solved without
some casualties? And which are those?
I’d sooner give my heart away
to prose than to some careless man.
I’d sooner give my soul up
to the tireless and wan of life.
After all, this one is mine.
I only pause to—carefully—
consider time because I can.
When does the year begin,
alas? Does it simply turn
with the turn of numbers
people name, a settlement
of arbitration? I’m
too hot with indignation; let’s
suppose I should not wonder.